I have 27 more days until I am on the plan to India..wow exciting right?..well it would be if I didn’t have to revise and finish up an entire thesis by then, keep up with work for my other classes, finalize and make big decisions concerning jobs, and consider wrapping things up down here since I’ll most likely be moving north if no where tropical like Hawaii ..possible. 27 days certainly does not seem like enough time to do all that and make life altering decisions, does it? Well it’s not. Hence all the insanity, the slight flare of my condition, and feeling of overwhelming-confusing-resistance to change and all.  I know it’s normal, but it really sucks.

I guess that’s why they say Change is both wonderful and scary all at the same time. I’ll have to remember to breath and keep things in perspective